" We
are all light and sound vibration ~ separated only by human intellect " ~ Universal Spirit ~
Celestial Beings ?
Do you believe that other beings exist out there in the universe?
Do you really believe that we are all that God created? Are we
single-minded enough to actually believe that our planet is the only one that has life
existing on it?
I have written below a short account of how my life changed for
good back in 1999. Please read it and form your own feelings about it - please
remember, this is my own personal account and if it does not feel right, or rest well with
you, then you are at liberty to stop reading at any time.
I have deliberated and spent a great deal of time in thought
about sharing my experiences here for all to see. It feels a little like
bearing one's soul to the world and allowing people 'in' . However, I feel strongly
guided to share it now, just simply because there could be others out there who have
experienced the same, and I am being strongly urged, for whatever reason, to put this out
here and now.
I believe that there are definitely others out there, who would
like to communicate with us. Whether they exist on other planets, in other galaxies,
or whether they just exist in a different dimension and time, I cannot say. What I
can say with absolute certainty however, is that there is an intelligence far greater than
our own just waiting for us to reach a level of understanding, so that they may
communicate their love and compassion to us and also their knowledge, wisdom and help for
our future evolution.
The Beginning of my Journey with ET's
In
1999, I was 41 years old, with two sons aged 12 and 9, living with my husband and soul
mate, of 18 years. We had just moved to the house of our dreams, with a beautiful garden,
a house full of character (little did I know). I was suffering immense stress at this
time, as a diagnosis had been given for both of my sons, 'ADHD' and to the youngest,
Autism.
It was in 1999 that I met a very spiritual guy in his 60's named Roger. He had advertised
in the local 'free-ad' under the heading "Spiritual Development". I had
been having visions at night when trying to go to sleep since 1997, and being slightly
disturbed that I was seeing objects, and faces. Mainly Jesus' face. I knew
that spiritual work was something I had longed to do all my life, having been inspired by
my Grandmother who was a well known spiritual Medium in the years after the war up until
she returned to the Angels in 1985. But I had felt held back by what other's would think
about me. I had been under a lot of pressure all around me mainly from family, and
realised that I had been trying to please others in my life, and not truly being the
person that I wanted to be - and knew I could be. Finally I realised that it was
time for "the real ME" to appear and stop beating myself up for not being able
to come up to everyone else's expectations.
Roger was to transform my life. I believe he is no longer with us but he taught me
everything I needed to know extremely quickly. A very powerful teacher, strict, stern and
a very hard task master. Not very spiritual I felt at the time, but boy did he hit the
message home and in a way that I would never forget. Expecting to learn how to speak to
the dearly departed was what I had been thinking I would learn. But no, not at
all! My first lesson was in his very small living room in a small flat in Sunny
Cooden on the South Coast. I learned about "God", the "I am presence"
who "I" am and "All that is" in a couple of hours. I think I floated
out of his house, all I remember was the journey home in my car, just looking at the sky
and trees, I don’t remember doing the driving - I seemed to float home. My
whole life felt transformed. It left me wondering why we are not taught this by the
Church, why we are made to feel as if we are all sinners and need to be redeemed, and why
we have God portrayed in such a scary and almost terrifying manner. When in fact
everything seemed so clear that I could not now comprehend why I had not 'understood it'
before.
I would not have accepted using the word God before this time. Jesus was a name that had
people laughing or mocking at you. As it was how I had been made to feel by all of
society (apart from those closest to me, but even then, we did not speak about such
things). I would not want anyone to assume that I am about to preach the word of
God, quite the opposite, but I do need also to indicate how I arrived at the place I did.
I started to read about Jesus and his life, in order to understand the teachings
that he demonstrated to us, and to understand the spiritual journey he took and the
messages that we were meant to understand, rather than the self interpretations of man
within the Church that had been handed to us. I was also given a gift from Roger - a book
entitled "The Two Listener's", first published in 1939, a book of daily
channelled messages from God to two women, destitute, homeless and alone. These daily
channelled messages were given to these two women, when the voice within (or 'God') told
them to listen daily and channel what he said and write it down, and that he would make
them very rich - both spiritually and financially! Well the book is apparently a best
seller and has been for many years, and has helped thousands of people and still continues
to do so today.
I religiously read these messages each day, diligently. I carried on seeing Roger and
listening to his teachings for almost a year and a half always amazed and mesmerised by
the profound messages that he channelled to me directly from God. Yes, directly from God.
You don’t ask questions when you here him, you just know!
To cut a massive story quite short, I then began my first training in holistic therapy at
"The Angelgate Foundation" in East Sussex, as a Clinical Reflexologist. Roger of
course told me I was wasting my time as none of it was necessary, but I felt it was my
calling and off I went to learn it anyway.
Several months into the training, I was becoming exhausted, I was studying Anatomy and
Physiology - an extremely hard subject as anyone else who has done this subject will
confirm, alongside Clinical Reflexology. At the same time as this, I was also working part
time as a doctor's receptionist to keep the money coming in, and also coping with the
stress of my youngest son's teachers, headteacher, educational psychologists and education
authority, to get my son's needs met at school and fending for him against all odds to
stick up for him on every single level. It was not my son who was causing me stress, he
was easy to understand. I could not feel at ease with the way all of those in
positions of authority closed all doors down to anything that was not written in their
manuals. It was not long before I was not welcome at the school gate and all faces
turned in the opposite direction whenever I needed to speak with anyone.
The stress was beginning to break through and I was then suffering from chronic fatique,
anxiety and difficulty breathing, I could no longer walk up the stairs I was just a
complete mess one might say.
I kept finding lots of clues in my holistic training, clues which Roger had given me about
the universe, the pattern of the universe, everything about the human body seemed a clue
about the universe, and so on..... It was one night that my mind had been working over
time on this that I collapsed in a heap on the sofa; after my husband told me to go and
rest whilst he took care of the dinner. Yes, I literally collapsed, couldn't go on any
longer, thoughts going through my head of I cannot do it, I can no longer continue with
all of this, with my life, my studies, my children. I wanted to leave my life and go back
home to God or wherever it was I had come from.
What
happened to me next was to transform my life even further forever. My life would never be
the same again!
